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i shall talk abt my father for now..
i juz cant communicate with him..n i really mean it..literally..we juz dun speak the same language..surprised?i'm surprised too..tt such a father actually exist!haiz..i've been living with this hokkien father of mine who doesn't understand much abt me..vice versa..i know he works hard and earns little..he's very fillial to my grandma but i juz dun understand him..maybe if u've seen my father u would know how i feel but one day i think i'm juz gonna shout at him coz he doesn't understand the words tt ar coming out of my mouth even tho i'm trying my very best to speak hokkien..omg..seriously i believe tt's why i'm such a quiet or rather introvert person..seriously how can someone without 'fatherly' love be so cheerful n all..life sucks..it really does..anyway he's so called a christian now but how much does he really understand abt christianity?i really doubt his faith..guess he's juz following the crowd since my grandma n my aunt are christians too..if he cant even understand my hokkien how is he going to understand the preaching n all..maybe sometimes i shld pity him too..he is so illiterate tt he dun even know how to use a hp..can someone pls help him?hope his GOD will..(whoever's reading i hope u'll understand me better by den..if not..so be it)really envy those with a happy family..really do..

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