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time seems to be slowing down while i'm in camp..9 more mths to ord..zzzzz...guess RT's (remedial training) gonna start soon..kinda took ippt for close to 10 times since early april n i haven pass?i really suck at it man..wad's with the diver's gold standard..arggh..i 'm jaded..mentally more den physically..really yearn for a long break..zz..

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210805

seems like ppl have been saying tt jy deserves to win more den weilian..well does it really matter?juz feel tt results dun really matter in such a final..didn't clay do better den rubben even when rubben won?anyway since it's my blog i guess it's okay for me to thrash out wadever rubbish i have in mind..hope whoever's reading wun mind..actually i realise that neither jy nor weilian has the best vocal ability in the competition..still prefer william..haha..but i cant really be bothered coz i wun wanna be wasting my money on such stupid voting system which i dun trust..it might juz be another nkf..lol..guess i'm juz too bored.period.

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180805

hmm..i actually forgot what i wanted to post liao..let's see..superstar wasn't as nice as i expected it to be..the singers were gd but not great..everyone has their own faults which is kinda obvious even for someone like me with no musical background..kinda realise that every local singing competition seem to be trying to prove to the audience sth..singapore idol - malay vs chinese ah beng(sorry if i've offended anyone)superstar - blind vs 'small boy', act cute girl vs anti criticism-girl(yes seems to me that she cant take the criticism even tho she said she could)..who knows maybe the next superstar season we'll have some other fresher topics..indians and malays joining the competition..handicapped trying to prove ppl wrong(angurah)..duno abt u but why is that always the case?even american idol is a black vs white kinda thing..maybe i'm abit extreme but facts don't tell lies i guess..i'm juz bored la..haha..

did duty on wed n went back to camp today..everyone was like 'what are u doing here?why nv go for off?'haha..kinda explained it a few hundred million times but cant really be bothered abt it..anyway duty for now is super gd deals..the duty 'room' has got everything la..from tv to dvd player..water boiler to microwave and even water heater to bathe..not forgetting the very cold but shiok air con that's on like 24 hrs a day..haha..feel kinda embarrassed when ppl ask me what i do during duty..coz other den sleep n watch dvd/vcd..i do nth much..lala....what more can i ask for man....zz..

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i feel fat!!!haha..i've been having buffets for a few consecutive nights since friday..n i tell u it's not a gd experience at all..let's see friday was steamboat; saturday bbq sunday 'zhong yuan'(considered buffet becoz no one was really eating except me)and monday sakae sushi..haha..muz have gained like a few kg lor..feel so fat..fortunately we did 'static' pt on thursday morning..very xiong for me..muscles still aching..hope i'll recover soon..
u know wad..i alwaes feel tt i learn alot in ns n i hope it helps..really do..kinda got punished for not doing sth..not very happy abt it but guess i'm still in the wrong..

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060805

050805 marks the end of a long exhausting yet memorable course- the petty officer diving course.i've actually unknowingly learnt alot from alot of people- from the training officer to the instructors and even from my coursemates.i shall summarise the course with a few words. 'Being a leader is difficult; being a leader amongst leaders wannabes is impossible, tho impossible is juz yet another word in the dictionary.'period.

i feel stupid.maybe i juz am stupid.guess i'm still the immature childish guy i used to be.i don't know why but tt's just how i feel and i will always feel it that way unless sth major happens.i need more friends that cares about me.i really do.

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