290705

haha what a day man!took ippt today and amazingly i passed my standing broad jump for the 1st time in my life..haha..1st time without the slightest bit of 'cheating'..wasn't expecting myself to make the jump so was very surprised to make it..however i screwed up my run..haha..took 20 sec longer den the required timing..but i didn't really expect myself to pass the run since i haven been training for abt a mth?haha..

(note the number of 'haha's i've used;i'm juz overjoyed that i've finally made the jump after like 10 ippts?haha)

ny,

out

100705

feel so lost as usual.not sure whether it's just me or wad..but i alwaes feel lost whenever i'm alone..not knowing what to do n what lies ahead for me..surely i shld be in one of the U after my ns life but shld i really just follow the norm?kinda feel tt i'm not cut out for studies..n i really mean it..getting good enough grades doesn't mean tt i'm gd at studying..i'm juz a mugger i guess..guess i'm writing this to vent out whatever's kept in my mind.i feel so empty..so alone.why is that so?is it becoz of my character?am i so unpopular among my frens?i really haf no idea.where has all my frens gone?why am i so often alone.i'm lost...someone pls help me...

ny,

lost

juz trying something

cool?this set is called lar v..a close circuit 100% oxygen rebreather. it is very difficult to get ur buoyancy right.

030705

yet another week has passed.finally the dive phase of my course is over!which means..i can sleep til 7 almost every day..haha..kinda spent the whole saturday idling n doing nth which i feel was kinda wasted..looks like i'm gonna waste today too..zzz..actually wanted to write abt sth but forgot so nvm..

ny,

out